can't trust friendship

your words are as filthy as dirt
and what u said has made me look like an ass
no one knows the truth - cos they belived you just like that

u go fuck the news around to your friends
telling them quarter true stories
well tell me the story too if you're a man
stories that makes me feel qualmish

sometimes, u think their better
they make you greater
but
somehow their no better
cos the ones that shoud've been is
your mother and father.

yesterday, all my troubles seem so far away

Far away? The song by the beatles must be a joke. Yesterday was terrible. It was a sh*tty day or should i say shitting day. I had to visit the small room like every 5 mins. It starts from 3am till yesterday ends.

Oh monday,
all my stomach ache has gone away
now it seems as though their here to stay
i don't believe in yesterday.

All thanks to yesterday.

this is so prodigious

Urgh. This is so irritating. Just as i'm about to do something that doent's bore me. Shit happens. Damn i hate this. Someone took my ez-link witout my permission and i can't seem to open the freakin door. This is studying i'm talking about. I guess i'll just sit beside this fan blowing bubbles out of my own saliva. This sucks.

today is saturday

it is darn boring. i'm still trying to figure out what to do. i woke up early this morning hoping to catcth the beautiful blue sky. but too bad i missed it. i just don't know why i love to watch the sky so much. i guess it reminds me of gods wonders. sometimes i wonder why its blue. sometimes i wonder why its pitch black at night. but somehow i stopped wondering. cos all i have to know is it is god's wonders.

i have decided to start blogging again.

ah...since my friends have JUST started blogging, i decided to update my darn blog eventhough i think its boring. I forgot totally how to use this shitty blogger thingy.....so frustrating...ouh and talking about frustrating, school was frustrating. i hope my REALLY WET PE t-shirt is still in the humanities room. The rooms gonna stink for sure. heh.


Somehow i feel that people around me hate me. Dont ask why.